It must be love.

I sometimes wonder what happened to those "what-if's".. You know the guys thats could have been.. If I didn't meet HIM. Is it wrong to want to stay friends? Hell they never really knew how I felt anyway! They probly had no idea what I felt..
I love my man, he is amazing in every sense of the word, but sometimes I wonder what happened to those guys I once knew, that I talked to, drank with and party pashed. I had feelings for them once and hope they have have a wonderful life.. And if I could see them.. Talk to them once more.. I wonder what I would say?

Contradiction.

Contradiction and Hypocrisy. The world is full of it. "Make sure you call dad but don't annoy me with comments that I don't ring mum"... What's the difference there? It reminds of when we were kids and mum would always say "do as I say, not as I do"; where is the logic in that? I have always been a black and white kid - if you are going to tell me to do something, you better be prepared to do it yourself, or don't expect me to do it.
Sure, we are all guilty of being a contradiction or hypocrite now and again, but not every damn day. I wonder where you stop and hypocrisy begins, because the line is quite blurred.
I wonder sometimes; the true meaning of peoples intentions. When they tell half truths or leave out the bit they think is going to hurt. Honesty is brutal, honesty hurts like a bandaid. But honesty is truth and saves you from the lies created in the assumption of what is left unsaid. And, well, if you can't take the heat, get out of the kitchen.
Dont give me games and assumptions, give me honesty and truth. And if you don't like it, get out of my kitchen!