I have these friends. What I consider great friends. And it seems whatever I organise, they never come. last year; no shows. for the bf's birthday; no shows. gigs; no shows. why the F#*K do you agree to something if you know your not going to turn up?!?! I dont understand it. should i take it personally? i go to your things, you go to other friends' things... but not mine? "its okay, its just tiffany, she'll understand"... why the bloody hell should i? why should i take it when noone else will?! what is this a friendship of convenience to you? i lost TWO FRIENDS because of you, that in hindsight i would probly still be friends with, if i'd have done what i should have and stood up for them. Im 25 and still feel like im in damn high school trying to make all the effort.
well im bloody over this shit. so long.
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